workin thru it

i taught myself how to paint years ago. i consider myself an oil painter, mostly. it's my preferred medium when it comes to landscapes. i use oil bars and i paint with my fingers (not brushes) mixing the colors on the canvas flat on an art table. my style has been somewhat of an impressionistic style (i've been told by many that my paintings are Van Gogh -ish.)

a few years ago my art evolved to include abstract painting. i had always wanted to find more expressionistic freedom with my art...and so i let the paint fly. with my abstract paintings i combine oils, latex, acrylics, objects, images, words, papers, fixatives, etc and i use a combination of techniques to create some very unique art (kind of abstract expressionist collage). i have a very Jackson Pollock-like style of painting (even splattering and dribbling with brushes and sticks)...flat on a table or the floor so that i may walk around the canvas and hover over it to get at it from all directions.

i am learning to adapt as an artist...trying new mediums & techniques does help to expand what i do as an artist and my art seems to evolve in new directions with each season.

recently some friends of mine generously gave me a rather expensive artist grade pocket travel watercolor set and paper to utilize on my upcoming month long trip to ireland in may.

in all the years of my travels throughout the States and overseas, i have never really taken to the typical artist thing to do: to plein-aire paint (to sit somewhere outdoors picturesque and sketch & paint the scenery that is right before my eyes.) it conjures up images of masters like Monet and Van Gogh...sitting in French fields before easles with canvas, palettes held with thumbs fixed thru, long brushes dipping into paints....very romantic.

i'm not completely new at it, i have taken a plein-aire painting course from an art university, and i have done a little bit of sketching outdoors here and there...but i've always been more of a studio painter (preferring to take photos of the beautiful landscapes and then afterwards to go back into my studio to paint the scenes from the pictures and from my memory.)

i've only taken a one day watercolor painting workshop...so i'm not very experienced in that medium. but i am willing to give it a try out there. it feels fun...and it does seem so...artsy. i long to have wee journals filled with sketches and paintings of foreign landscapes and architecture, people and impressions. there's always a first time...so, i'm practicing with my new set of paints.

this is my start at working my way through the 'artist block' i've been experiencing. it's crazy...but the freedom is coming not from a medium and style i'm used to, it's coming from something new and different for me. i'm rather excited about it. i wonder what it will mean for my art...am i going through another creative evolution? maybe that's why i've been 'blocked'...it could be part of the process....of change?